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picture madness

2005-09-13T17:46:00.000+08:00

studied chem w syl yesterday at siglap mac. haha i love that place. for some unknown reason. ya and then mr chooi announced that there's no retest. my heart sannk for that moment. i felt like a hand just grabbed my heart and squeezing it. okay lame. so drama. haha actually i didnt even knw there was no retest lah until my friend told me. lol. slowness. ok.felt sick and lethargic in school just

obvious; too obvious

2005-09-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha. this is like my break frm studying coolness right? i'm actually studying. since last night. haha woke up early morning today. washed up n study. had chocs for lunch. which i'm not supposed to have at all lah. but stress alr, must have choc. since no starbucks. hah. oh btw, starbucks got no more caramel frap. cry. cry. haha but lucky still got rhumba frap and so, i'm still okay with it.for

kick me out. kick me.

2005-09-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

i was so depressed lah just now. so sad. alvin reprimanded us in the morning. firstly cos i was late and then ya. he had enough of everything. and then now, i really feel that i'm like a useless oc. he was saying smthg abt too much commitment and i swear i felt like the rest of the sec3s were staring right straight at me. i'm so depressed now. should i give one up or just continue. hai. so sad.

jump for joy; the queen is back(:

2005-09-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

geog field trip. super coolness and all. ya so. ya. haha i am so lazy to blog ok. haha so let's just type some things. the story wont be complete so add in your spice and plate and you can have it. lol. morning woke up abit late. blah. mom decided to send. wth. picked pam up. felt so guilty over the one stop after thing. sorry man. really sorry. i'm still feeling quite bad about it lah. haha. err

geography field trip

2005-09-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

i'm coaching off to msia on sat. whee. for geog field trip. coolness. haha but sadly, we'll be taking a coach there. grr. how long will it take mann. sadly, i have motion sickness and so, i really have to take good care of myself. and sadly too, it's his bro's wedding on sat so he'll be busy from fri to sat. sad sey. hahaha. k contradict. nvm. will be sharing room with pam and yuan. first time

celebrations? dont think so.

2005-08-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

3N is so unenthu. so disappointing. but on the other hand, 3V is very welcoming. hahah. nice, nice class. so friendly and welcoming. thanks 3V-ers for letting our butts in there. yea so the day ended nicely with the maid movie with pam n yuan. scary sia. i was like covering my eyes for almost half of the show. haha me and pam that is. so yuan had to ans our qns like "what is it? what did you see?

new skin

2005-08-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

kinda nice la. but i totally ripped it. i love the pic only and the striking colour. hah. although it was totally ripped off, the credits' still there(:

the turning point of all events

2005-08-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

friday. it all started again till today. hehS. freak uhh. whatever. i so love myself. the portfolio thing really allows you to get all shameless and stuffs. darn, my head's swelling up by the time i finish it. haha.talking about hari qiamat, it freaks me out. ust in madrasah say the big big tanda gonna happen this year. scary sia. like, really scary.hmm tmrw cca awards shit. whatever lah. hah. i

the forever and never ending conflicts and pains

2005-08-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

i didnt knw wad happened. maybe i was too busy with my own little life to notice all the conflicts and all. and i'm glad that i'm busy and dont get involve in this kinda shit. i've had enough of it in the past, so let's not repeat the same mistake. whatever is happening now..the fucked up face, the reserve shit or the unwelcomed feeling, it really has got nothing to do with me. not saying that i

long, tiring few days

2005-08-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

hah. the long and tiring few days are all over. slept like a pig yesterday. couldnt be helped. fri had chalet, sat morning hwa chong sports quiz and sat afternoon zone presentation.let's elaborate. hahahhaahh((:chalet was so tiring and yet fun. they came to my house prepared and stuff. ya so we had to walk to aloha loyang since my house was supposedly nearby. it was so freaking far lah. haha and

queen of the world

2005-08-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

haha, syl edited my pic and all and it's like damn nice la. LOL.the queen of the world in action(: hah.thanks bestfriend. hee.and so, the ulcer got killed by the gentamacin and there, you have the war ended. but my eye is like still red lah due to the fact that i have sensitive eyes. poor thing seh me. everything also sensitive. but nvm lah, still not bad. heh.i hate wearing specs.woo.! there you

2005-08-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

you knw what? it's so damn boring like crap lah to stay at hme and do nthg. argh. i'm so frustrated with all this boredom. but nevertheless, i'm still glad that i dont have to come to school today. hee. i pity you guys, having to say for hmewrk time and shit. pity me too cos i'm bored.will be going to school tmrw. but will be visiting the specialist on wed. hah. so happynewyear seh anyhow2 come

stupid gentamacin

2005-08-14T15:17:00.000+08:00

the gentamacin eyedrop hurts like crap.serious. as compared to the other one. ahh. my eye hurts now. haii. how much longer am i supposed to tolerate all these pain. tmrw, a visit to the specialist clinic S. hmms, hopefully dont have to put every hour alr. i'm sick of this pain. i'm sick of gentamacin.tmrw his maths ppr2 and eng ppr2. sadly, cldnt do anythg to help him. wont be seeing him even.

DOLLIES AND THEIR DIM SUM

2005-08-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Miss Morni actually called my house just now to enquire about my health. wow. amazing. hah. actually she needed to call those who werent present for the musical thing. and then maybe sham alr told her that i wont be coming and so she still called my house and that time, i was like sleeping lah so she talked to my mum. another thing to be amazed of is that she told my mum that i'm doing ok in

I have ulcers in my eye and they are near the pupil which in turn, may cause scars in my eye. Consoling me wont help.

2005-08-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

felt the pain since last night. saw the redness this morning. hurts more today. decided to go doctor. doctor ordered to go CGH A&E unit. my case is emergency. might go blind if wait too long. went A&E, had to wait for specialist. she checked my eye thoroughly,"3 ulcers. superficial. but near the pupil. might leave scars. must put eye drop every hour. eye unhealthy. didnt get enough oxygen, due to

aces competition

2005-08-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

suhaila was the one being stressed over it while they were competing. hahah. moreover, we were the first team. and so everyone was so nervous that they didn't open their eyes big big and smile. ahahah(:kang was so nervous. seriously. innova jc and millenia institution were more towards DANCEWORKS rather than aces. SAC was cute, i guess. hmm. sports capts are all so united. i'm more than glad

4 months and 1 day more

2005-08-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

and so with a new day, a new countdown just began. hahaha. must remember this beautiful date ok? 11 december 2005. so exciting !. hee. i mean i know there wont be any big celebration or whatsoever going on but it's still exciting. hahah((: cos i cant wait to go for another NCO course this year. woo! i want to be the helper at the NCO course this year. damn cool right ? ya. i'll help prepare the

emo-ed for nothing

2005-08-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

THE ALL-TIME SUSPENSE. woo. so basically, i was emoing for nothing. really. he was being the huge kental one cos he thinks that my line cant be used anymore and so on and so forth. hahaha. so kental ok he. and yesterday he asked azieyan to call me to call him and when i called him, it was quite weird in the first place. with him talking about ms yati. i was kinda jealous. hee((: and then we

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2005-08-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

bumped into someone's blog. unsure if i can reveal it but the person somewhat mentioned that he wanted some time out with her to concentrate on me. how sweet. but the truth is, we're drifted and still drifting apart.aiman said i must understand cos his prelims coming. well, i'm kinda sad that we're not like usual. that someone wants me to take care of him but now we're already drifted and so i

i love nazurah, queen of the world

2005-08-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yay. Finally the NDP thing is gonna be overr. woooo! Cant wait to get over it. Cmon, say it with me. I LOVE NAZURAH THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD. k, make sure you say it out loud and clear and let the whole world hear you((:thanks my dear friends, HID, FEEQ & AS, for supporting me for the NDP thing. still, say it with me, I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT NAZURAH THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD. hehe i love myself.talking

interaction day proposal

2005-07-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

I'm going nuts doing it. Haha thank god I have Dans with me (:National Day suck. WOOOH! so tiring lah can ? hmm nvm.11 days to his prelims . U can do it, dear. Neglect me for 2 weeks plus, please. Concentrate on your studies. I'll always love you.I LOVE MYSELF. I LOVE MALTESERS. *hint hint* IT'S MY FAVE CHOC. MY BDAY'S COMING.. hahaha ((:

special dedication to guo hao(:

2005-07-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

I thought that I hated maths so badly lah until we got a quite nice and nice teacher for the first time and so, i started liking maths. so fun. hee . (: got to understand some things first and so did pay much more attention in class just now.ncc just love to pick fights with me. damn irritating sia. all their sec3s one by one come and find fault with me . nb. haii nvm lah. then they not happy we

a very bad day to end with

2005-07-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

why is it that when i go to sjab, they think that i'm an inactive exco member and when i go for sports capt, they think that i'm an irresponsible oc? try being in my shoes. i dont have a good family . i hate my dad. and now everything that i do is wrong. nothing that i do is ever appreciated and so all that i get is just some damn fuck rubbish from you saying that i'm in the wrong. i'm a human .

ruined our reputation

2005-07-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

They're not even sports capt and why bother to say sports capts are pathetic. Pls, they are only THE SPORTS CAPTAINS ELECTS. i'm sorry you didnt clinch in back but why blame the superbly, wonderful sports capt body? i repeat, they are the ELECTS . dont go arnd pointing ur fingers in the wrong direction (:i thought that Friday was super tiring even before the parade started and yeas, i was right.

i love my new tutor

2005-07-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

First impression, i thought she sucked . her high pitched voice totally irritated the hell out of me but as the lesson moved on and so on and so forth, i find her loveable and all . Haha. I finally understood some stupid rubbish Del was teaching about functions and log. Her handwriting's super huge can. haha and she's pretty and cute and funny and wadever you may think she is. maybe what i did on

Sports capts

2005-07-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

Council and PSL alr have their new commitee. haha i'll vote for su as the president and maybe kang/guohao for vp. haha they got the potential. (: sports capt a lil slow for this. but it's okay, no harm. think Su really can make it lah, since she vice capt for netball and all. I really hope Su will get the president post. haha first woman post. woo~ she's responsible anyways. n got good leadership

it's been a long, long time

2005-07-15T14:53:00.000+08:00

perth was super cool and cold. bwaha . nice place. nice people. love the environment. missed the people lots . as in ais n ati etc. haha so kecoh seh in the morning. call here call there.like whatever . i have some listening olevel going on later and i'm like still here . damn . didnt take my contacts out for abt 30 hours now. urgh. pain. nvm .

i dont want a conversation

2005-07-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

It's all over now. Blew up that chance . ahh forget it . That invigilator is one hell of an asshole . period.sorry for being pissed but i waited for 1 n a half hr (:this ulcer on my tongue just wont budge , damn irritating seh. I'm off to PERTH this Saturday. CELEBRATE~ wont be back until next Friday . Will miss the Racial Harmony performance, cant see them dance and cant see him doing whatever

thanks (:

2005-07-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

didnt know i have wonderful friends . thanks bestfriendforlife, mathir e wadever, nawawa the idiot and joash for e concern. oh, mr toh and my officers also (: haha thanks for asking.err, ya . OHHH!!! THANKS ADAM FOR THE SOUVENIR ! ((: so here is what engraved on the tag :NazurahNy best friend for lifeLove,AdamdamHahahaha . so sweet right ? aww . k lame whatever but really mann, thanks (:been

2005-06-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

pls lah, dont try to make it sound like it's my fault that SJAB day is same as ur day can? i received orders from my officer then just do lah . Since i'm e i/c, i should be blamed ?. wtf. unreasonable . i'm really tired so pls shut up and think openly can anot . it's not i make the day to be tmrw right . sorry for dissing but because of some NCC people, the rest are affected . i'm really sorry on

I'm totally shagged

2005-06-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

tired. very tired. SJAB day tmrw. Crap. Combine with NCC since it's also their day . WTF. So many SJAb things going on. Some TK thing then carnival and stupid shit . I'm really tired. Fuck . Didnt study today . Sorry kor . Will study when I'm done with all these things (:Thanks for the chocs anws . Haha think it will never finish at the pace that I'm studying now. x:I hate suck-upers. Serious .

happy belated birthday

2005-06-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

haha, forgot to celebrate my blog's bday which was 6 days back . Yea k whatever.Damn the UN, has got so much failures but no success . I left my geog book in school so happy new year la since there's geog tmrw . -.-I can't wait to fly off to perth . My dad's now stranded in US intl airport cos he slept in the airport while waiting for the domestic flight to Washington and it left him .Good

spoilt brat

2005-06-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

Went shopping but not with the pay I got . Too little to go around. ):Got new slippers and bag . Haha my mum's more generous when my dad's overseas. Dunno why . (:Depression babes, pull it through alive and kicking. You can do it . For my sake pls . Cheer up . Love you guys lots. (:

last day

2005-06-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

Last day of work. Good sales . Very happy about it but I'm totally shagged . I'm drenched with tiredness and I need some sleep . But I cant sleep . Damn it .

bad sales

2005-06-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

Tampines Mall Popular is one horrible place where no one comes to buy. It's not because of me, the promoter, it's just the location. Even the senior promoter couldn't get much sales going. The place is just too ulu la . Not our fault. (:Went office-ing today with Syl & Mat. That's the last time I'm gonna step into that office. Gonna miss it lots . Will definitely miss LeeAnn & Ivan's grandma.

working experience

2005-06-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

Thursday was quite boring, I guess. Since all we did was just stamping some "discontinued" things on the brochure and stuffs . And we learnt more about the products and how to promote. (:Yesterday was really tiring. Had to follow Kim (the boss) around to other shops and check out how the promoters and how the products are doing. Gee, she's such a busy woman. Haha and Syl & Hid were doing well in

spin

2005-06-15T12:04:00.000+08:00

Fuck, I'm down with slight fever. Haha yayness, I have work tomorrow and I'm falling sick . Wtf. Maybe cos been thinking too much. Woke up early this morning and instead of doing what I planned to do, which is to study, I did my SJ administrative stuff. wth. & I'm still not done with it yet. Even Lewis Sir thinks that the previous batch didn't clean up the shit and passed down to us. As we move

make it a point

2005-06-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

I've decided to start studying. No more fooling around and whatever other rubbish things . But blogging is like already wasting some of my time . Haha k whatever. Gotta finish up all my homework before I start working and after working, can rest&relax or maybe do some revision. I know this so doesnt sound like me and it'll take years or maybe never for me to accomplish all this but I'm so gonna

I can't believe it

2005-06-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

Thanks man Sylvia for telling me about it. One of my true bestfriends still stand strong by me. (: Haha I really can't believe that I have such 'bestfriend'. Yea right. Bestfriend indeed. Fuck off la pls .Congrats la ok ? Or whatever I'm suppose to say. Damn it, you betrayed my trust.I wont brood over it. I wont make myself suffer like how I did for the past few weeks. I'll just take it as a

read the news

2005-06-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

A relative of mine passed away last Friday and he's in the news. The news about 2 Malay guys who died in Johor. (not the one about Jeremy and who e fuck is that) sad.K bye.

i'm not ok

2005-06-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Thank God I wasn't so hopeful. I knew it wasn't gonna happen. And I'm quite glad that it didn't happen. I'm still unsure about it. Fuck. How could he say that he can feel I that my feelings for him are fading? WTF?! Like please lah, I'm down enough already. & I don't care what happened during your coupling session with her just now while cycling. Close both eyes and ears lah ok? Ignorance is

I'm selfish

2005-06-08T09:08:00.000+08:00

I never thought that she could feel that way. Just because she looks that way doesn't really mean she feels that way. How selfish of me to think of her as such a person. It never occurred to me that she could be feeling that way. All I was thinking was only about my own sorrows. She loves him, more than I do. I'm really sorry for all the mess that I've made. I really regretted. But would love to

untitled

2005-06-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

i <3 my sec1s to bits and pieces. that's because they said they liked me & gao min. so i hope they'll listen to us. k rubbish.i'm emoing. i'm sad.): i can't turn to ais-she's gone for hols, can't turn to su-she just returned, farah's gone to brisbane, nani&izzati have work tomorrow & i have to trouble sylvia. thnks bestfriend.(:

it went down.. again

2005-06-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

God knows from where it started and to where is it gonna stop. Fuck. Had the stupidest dream ever yesterday. Hopefully it wont come true but..it doesnt really affect me even if it does. I woke up this morning feeling so lethargic. Didnt have much sleep since the return from Thailand. At last, POP's over. At long, long last. But it was quite emotional for me, though. I meant every word that I said

i'm flying .. flying off to thailand

2005-05-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

it's a lil bit too fast isn't it that the june hols are here. hmm.. i'm off thailand tmrw. yayness. or is it.. oh nvm. sad. my dad just left for manila just now. so he wont be seeing me off. okay. the ocip thing doesnt sound too bad, i guess. for e erst of the sec3 ppl going to pahang on tues, wish u all have fun aight. tc.

naz*magic

2005-05-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

i have magic. yayness. and now it turned to BLACK magic. what idiot. cacat hates me. so be it. i don't need her to like me anyway. whatever lah. farah hates cacat too. she's just too cacat. haha. cacat=sexy ok? lol.nani's cousin is bothering me for god knows what reason.i'm like suppose to be studying now but i can't. haha cos i can't concentrate. damn. from 3 days to 5 days? and after the 5 days

rubbish

2005-04-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

Havent been online for some time. nothing new. nothing interesting except for the fact that i have a new best friend. LOL. Buttless sianing stinky worm. Okay. He's retarded and his butt sux. He just ole'd some one dear to me. & he's playing CS right now. haha. idiot.mid yrs have come to traumatise me. period. i'm gonna turn to a geek starting tmrw. gotta get home as early as possible and open my

Best in FootDrill Award - gone

2005-04-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Anglican for being the champions in all category. I'm a big disgrace to my team, my CCA & my school. I'm sorry. 2nd is still not good enough. I'm sorry. I really am. And to the supporting seniors who've been with us through thick and thin, thank you so much. LOVE you to bits & pieces. Thanks so much for my encouraging friends. Esp guys in 3N. [Look, I didn't disappoint you guys and

die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die.

2005-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

AHS is sending in a full sec3 team for Nursing Cadet and another full sec3 team for Nursing Adult,which is my team's category. AHS's NA team will be lead by Hannah. I admired her alot during NCO camp days as I felt that she was a good leader. Everyone thought that she could win the best female cadet award and everyone looked up on her. Now, I'm competing against her to lead our teams in the

6 more days

2005-04-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

I don't have any idea why I'm counting down the days to competition. It's not like as if I'm looking forward to it. It sucks. Period. Toh Kim Sing thinks that we're doing really well in our studies with him pushing us to our limits in training like nobody's business. I don't know what's his fucking problem and I really hope that he'll perish out of this world. He thinks that we're some smart

slack sec3s, slack

2005-03-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Combined sports meet was not that bad, I guess though it was scorching hot but what's the use of complaining? Everyone went through the same torment. So at last, Shahidah got HER magic and she's so elated about it. Haha. More magic for you next time ehs?The sec3 sports capts are like all sitting and walking around aimlessly. Slack, slack and slack. Esp me. I seriously wasn't doing anything from

ironLADIES

2005-03-21T13:30:00.000+08:00

Iron ladies, we rock big time. No, this is not any character from any movie or whatsoever. Iron ladies do exist in reality. (:Camp was okay though the Sec1s suck like hell. Alarm clocks ringing like forever and every 5 min. How in the world do you expect me to sleep tight? Thank god I'm smart and didn't need to torture myself by bringing an alarm clock.Mock competition suck. They didn't wanna

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2005-03-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling rather weird and unsure of whetever that is going on. I can't help but panic at this moment. 12 more days. I have to bring my team to another stage of intensive training. 12 more days. A nice number but not so nice when it comes to this kind of thing. I'm getting a little scared now.Hmm.. Didn't regret one bit about not going MII. I knew it that it won't be good. Congrats to Heretics,

Promotion

2005-03-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

Letter of Promotion S9048275J PTE NAZURAH 'ATIQAH BTE MOHAMAD S You are hereby promoted to the rank of Lance Corporal with effect from !st August 2004 You will at all times be loyal, discharge your duty diligently and serve honorably in your new rank. Haha. At long last. Oh wow. Now got rank to go competition. Yayness. Anyways, watched part of the MII rehearsal just now back in school and gosh,

23 days ago, I felt disappointed too

2005-02-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

Training tomorrow. Not looking forward to it since Alvin won't be taking us anymore. I shall now inform all of you the bad news. Alvin won't be training my team anymore and instead, he'll be coaching the Sec2s team. Why? Cos they chose him first. Oh wow. And who in the whole bloody world did my team get? Fadillah. Another wow. Now I don't fucking care if we're gonna win or lose. Oh wait, I don't

28 days to 26th March

2005-02-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it. Competition is so fucking near and it just scares me. Omg, I don't think my team can make it to be the champion but no matter what, we are so gonna train the hell out of us to be the champion. We won't disappoint everyone who've been praying for us. People like Alvin, Mervyn Sir, Wing Yan Maam&etc. But even if we can't win the champion or the 2nd, I just pray that we get the

breakwater, sea, sand & fun

2005-02-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

Though it was tiring during the whole cross-country, the after plan was great. I still can't forgive you guys for throwing me into the sea out of the blue. ): But still, you guys are all the best. (:You know there's this little cute msg in hps that goes like "wherever you go, look around for you'll see another pair of footsteps; mine."I was realising the truth of the msg when I&Su walked on the

Obsession

2005-02-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

"Hi karlllll!" Omg, Karl must be having nightmares now. Woops! But anyways, no matter what, Karl is still mine. (: The song that he sang just for me [though I don't understand] is so beautiful. And the high jump that was made for me was so superb and perfect without Reza. Oh Reza, listen to me plead. I'm pleading to you to leave MY Karl alone. Stop disturbing him. Just stop it. OMG. Forget it.

21st February 2005

2005-02-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Nawawi, Syidah&Ilyana!Wow. Three people turning 16 in ONE day. Cool.I felt happy one moment, and emo the next. I have no idea when I'm gonna do what I planned to do but I know that whatever shit that I've planned will not work out well. Let's hope that some miracle happens. I'm praying for the best to happen so history won't need to repeat itself. Maybe, I'll need some emotional

Love is suppose to make people happy, not sad.

2005-02-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

A topic from Farah to blog about.I'm so sorry but I think that everyone have their own perception so whatever I'm gonna type out here will all be my views.Everyone will have hiccups with their loved ones no matter what. But maybe as farah said, find the right one so that you won't feel sad. Everything has hiccups.I don't wish to talk about it anymore.I'm so sorry for being such a moron to shed my

New discovery (:

2005-02-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

Lek, Nani, Karl and I make a great bitching group. We were off to the X-Cty meeting or Cross-Country meeting right after homework time and it ended at about 6.50pm. Yes, it was that long. Me and Reza basket cos we were criticising the NPCC guy who gave a very extremely "dilly" presentation of NPCC's action plan. Dilly is a new word I came across the dictionary last week. It means: something or

THE happy day

2005-02-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

Everyone in 3N is weird today. Not really everyone but Yong Wei, Corne, Kai Wu and the people at the back row during English is also so weird. Yong Wei was smiling all the way throughout the English lesson. Corne with the radiant thing. Back row people throwing things at one another.(: Everyone is weird. Haha.Fuck. My shoe is dirty cos of who? Yong Wei the weird idiot. Since he got new shoes then

billabong spree

2005-02-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

Went J.B. just now. I love the Angsana. Hehe. Nice place to shop. In just one day, I've found something that I have never thought of buying for people. Hmms, brown is beautiful. (: Tomorrow will be the whole family tree outing for bowling. Yayness.

At long last...

2005-02-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

The sort of war is over. No, no. It's not really a war. Not one bit of a war. Err..the feud is over. Boy, I can't get any happier than yesterday.(: & today, the dance turned out okay although we danced like shit during the lower sec assembly. I swore those eyebrows of mine that you saw on stage are fake. They are so fake that they were the first thing off my face after the whole performance. I'm

Only One

2005-02-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling rather hurt, depressed&disappointed but I'm more disappointed than other things. I have no idea why I'm so disappointed till this extent that reassurance are still not able to patch it up. Am I so insignificant that no one can see me? Did I do something horribly wrong that the fairies made me invisible? The problem with me today is that I don't have PMS and I don't really have the

When one is happy, the other is not

2005-02-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

Why is it that when I'm in a good mood, he's not? And when I'm not in a good mood, he is. Why? Maybe the one with the better mood is suppose to console the one with the lousy mood. Haii.. Things just wont turn out okay like before. I knew it.. I hate doing TAF duties this year. I'm so lonely except for the fact that I have Lenis&HiangLing but they're not the kind who would actually talk alot

The title-less one

2005-02-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

Ohmygod, can you believe it? Of all feelings, I'm just feeling shy. Shit. This is so weird. Very weird indeed. Argh. I can't help it. It's just like..there. Forget it. Anyways, me and Ais were discussing over some matters. Some weird matters that are quite serious. AIS! I start already! OMG! Hehe. :) Ok, let's get back to the story lah can. Then ya lah, I heard it from two parties and it's

Ustaz Haslam is irritating

2005-01-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

For some reasons, Madrasah seems to be going pretty okay for me this year. Maybe it's because it's just the starting but I just hate one freaking Ustaz. He teaches my class Arab and he can go as far into the toilet, about watches & football while teaching. Makk.. Jauh seh jalan. Me and Nas are currently bitching about him. That Ustaz's hand macam bapok sial. Can't take it. Okay. Enough bitching.

double happiness

2005-01-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

I shall now break the good news that I've been keeping for a few days to myself and some other people. I've won the Best Female Trainee award for the NCOs' Training Course 2004 back last December & I'm one of the EXCO members for Sports Capt. Be happy for me cos I don't really feel that happy cos of some things. Haiii.. I just realised something, I've found a friend whom I trust the most and

Aku tgh seram. Okay.

2005-01-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Now me and Aisyah are like guessing properly who we think will be the best nursing with Mervyn Sir then each of us got only 1 chance. If we got it wrong then we'll only have to know the result on Saturday and the suspense is already like killing me. The suspense for the EXCO members for Sports Captains are already killing me. I really hope that my dear Kang Yu will be in. Haha. OMG. I can't take

I just typed one long beautiful one and it's gone.

2005-01-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

It's gone just like that *snaps fingers*. Whatever lah. Today is just not my day. Not my day at all. From morning till now. Coming late to school has become a trend and will cost us something in the future. Okay. Ali is bored. And now he's happy cos he's talking to strawberry. I hate Alvin. He forever picks on me. Everything is also ME. The one&only ME. Doesnt matter. Activity: NCO Training

Everything is alright :)

2005-01-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

I'm glad now that everything is alright. I can now smile peacefully cos I know everything is back to normal. Everything is back at its original position and that I don't need to worry anymore except that I need to be worried about the stupid Malay Dance costumes and the tambourines which I have no idea if Loyang still has them. Other than that, I'm stress-free. I hope Ali will be alright too. :)

this layout is specially custom made for the one&only you

2005-01-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

I've been crying alot for you ever since that day when you sent me that message. I hope you realise that I really love you.

I'm immune to the word sorry that I don't feel the sincerity of it. I just want all of you to know that I really love him so much as a brother.

2005-01-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

Losing you is really like losing a hundred friends. Do all of you know that my eyes are now swollen from crying too much for him? Do all of you know that if he really means what he says, I'm gonna hurt myself? Do all of you know that I can't live without him? Do all of you know that I forgive but I don't forget? Do all of you know that he means 3/4 of the world to me? Do all of you know that I

Izzati, Nani, Farah, Hidayah & Guo Hao,

2005-01-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

I would love to take this opportunity to say a big THANK YOU for the present. I really love you guys to big bits and smallest pieces. I would really love to hug all of you one more time and no amount of words could really describe my feeling now. I feel lost, lost in the maze of words. Beautiful words that I can't choose to use. I just want you guys to know that I love all of you no matter what.

Dear readers,

2005-01-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

don't jump to conclusions about anything that I have blogged in here. Do NOT think that you know what's happening unless you ARE my best friend or I have told you anything about it. Do NOT assume that you know who I'm refering to and for your info, I do NOT name people in here. If you're one of those who've been thinking that you know who I'm refering to or you know what's really happening in my

i have a huge ego; i wont say sorry till you do

2005-01-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's gonna happen between us already. Please lah, I've had enough trouble from you and now, you being so moronic and showing attitude to me. I had my reasons why I was showing my attitude to you. I've even explained it to you and what...? You continued to show temper. Fine ah. Dowan talk then dont talk. Dowan msg then dont msg ah. Fine, fine, fine. You've got other billion girls

How is it possible to overcome something that just keep on bumping into your life?

2005-01-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

Time-out? I need some time for myself. Only me, myself and I. I know that I'm in this emo state because I don't give enough time for my mind to rest. I'm always thinking about it in one way or another and I don't let my mind rest. I'm just torturing myself. Leaving myself in this torment. So, for the mean time, I would like to ask all of you who know about this thing to please give me some time

i cant cope with too much pressure

2005-01-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

That's my first and final declaration about myself in this case. I hope that all of you understand and not think that I'm just some emo bitch that can't take scoldings. I can take scoldings but not pressure. NO&NEVER. For your info, I can't stop the whole orientation performance when they're in the middle of it. I mean, you don't expect me to go right in the middle of the item and command the

fantabulous orientation day

2005-01-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

Sec1 orientation things are like suppose to suck but hey, if you know how to make it fun, it'll be fun. Honest. The Sports Capts had to teach the sec1s some of the cheers so it was like the time for us to scream out and get sore throat. God, I had to take 1U which was a normal tech class and the people from that class had a major attitude problem. I swear. Even Sheena gave up on them. I just

great day to begin with

2005-01-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

Such a beautiful and happy day for me. I just don't know why but I'm feeling so hyperactive and so happy and so cheery today. Yes, I've overcome all my sorrows as the year starts. I'm 110% willing to put at the unpleasant things behind me as I move into the new year. This is the year as Farah puts it. This is the class and this is the moment. Haiiii.. I just don't feel too good about this year

these pain just wont go away

2004-12-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

i'm not being emo or whatsoever. i'm refering to these menstrual cramps.

UNIVERSAL.

2004-12-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

Temasek is so going insane. Like totally. Whatever ah. Can't be bothered. Camp was great. It's like a programme to lose alot of weight. First day, went canoeing. Was like totally burnt. I'm like so exagerating but still, I am burnt. Doesn't really matter cos I believe that I'm not getting any darker or whatsoever. After washing up and all, had BBQ. Cooked some chickens and they evntually became

Camp again.

2004-12-24T08:54:00.000+08:00

There'll be Sports Capt camp this Monday till Tuesday. 2 days and 1 night. Haha. I still havent really unpack my NCO camp the bag so it'll be sooo much easier to pack now. Insect repellant etc all still in the bag. Lols. Okay. Yesterday went to look for Syl's and Wee's and Fad's bags but after long hours of walking, we couldn't find any. Yup. And I decided not to follow Syl and Wee cos Fad went

Be happy for me (:

2004-12-20T17:43:00.000+08:00

Yayness. I passed my Madrasah. Be happy for me. Omg, I improved so, so, much. from 43.6% to 57%. Whee~ And i could have sworn, I came more than 11 times that semester and they only marked my attendance as 11/20. Big fuck man. But I'm thankful that I passed and promoted to 2C whoch eventually will be full of my this year's 1C. Kay. I hope so. Btw, bought the converse shoes just now. It's limited

Alamak.

2004-12-19T13:11:00.000+08:00

Die aredy lah. I can't find good private tutors. Anyone want to recommend anybody? I badly need some tution. Ohs, sorry to say. Sorry to all the people who've messaged me during my days at the NCO camp and I didn't reply you. I'm so sorry. It's just that there were too many messages and yours, unluckily, got stuck somewhere and I didn't receive it. So, so sorry. And thanxx so, so much though

BIG thanxx to you

2004-12-15T11:08:00.000+08:00

Damn, how can I forget this? Okay. I would love to take this opportunity to say hundreds and millions and gazillions thank you to all the people who wished me and gave me presents. Okay. I shall just go randomly. Izzati, Adam, Fadzli, Ayu, Aisya, Kela, Aslinda, Nafisah, Welsonn, Taufiq, Hannah, Teng Han, Ashwin,Ruzaini, Faqeh, Cindy, Gao Min, Yuying Secondary people from NCOC '04, officers from

Starting to miss it all

2004-12-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

Came back from NCOC in the evening feeling so happy, so free and so joyful but when I reached home, I start to feel it what the seniors were telling me. When you're at camp, you seem to hate it all. From A-Z but when you leave camp, you'll miss it all. And right now, I'm starting to miss it all. I miss the people especially. Oh, I miss wo de Jun Kui! Haha. Doesn't matter. Although the officers

Retardedness. Middot's gone.

2004-12-06T10:38:00.000+08:00

My Middot's gone. It's dead. I'm fucking sad. I want Middot back. I want Middot back. So now, Middot's brought my secrets along with it to it's grave. I love you, Middot. I will always love you. I love you too, A. The list for the NCO camp is super retarded. Firstly, they don't allow you to bring sports bra. Secondly, you can't bring your school shorts unless it's plain dark blue with no stripes

tau f i k.

2004-12-03T19:07:00.003+08:00

Yayness. My taufik. Forget it. People are like blogging about it so I shan't follow suit. Thanx so much for the presents and wishes. Thanks to Nafisah for the beautiful orange shades. And Aisya and Kela for the BodyShop gift. Thanx so much you guys. Love you all. Okay. This sucks. I mean. If any of you guys already received the letter from the stupid school, it says that NPCC,SJAB and Scouts

My declaration

2004-11-29T13:40:00.000+08:00

I have a few things that I wanna declare today. I shall declare here officially that Resident Evil 3 on PS2 is such a loser game. I got a headache from playing it even for a while. Second delcaration. Wee is vain and has super huge eyes which grows every minute due to puberty.[he said it himself. what a freak.] He is such a retard yet he says I'm the one who's retarded. And my third declaration.

NCO course experience.

2004-11-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

NCO course just now. From 7 to 6. Totally wtf. Imagine being at the course and all you hear throughout is just shoutings from the officers. It sucks okay. And yes, i always have problem tucking in my full-u and was reprimanded twice. Andd, my boots were "not shiny enough" for them. Nenek dia ah sial. Ingat aku banyak free nak gi polish pe? Yang aku polish ni da 20 min. Kalau nak polish standard

I'm not trying to step orang putih okaaay

2004-11-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was okay, I guess. Poor Aisya and Naf who got sick. Get well soon, you guys. Oh, I got to wear my very first dangly earrings and it hurts after like 10 hours of wearing it. And I swear I should have brought my eye drops cos my eyes hurt too. For that-someone-who-thought-I-was-angry, I wasn't. Honest. Haha. You didn't say anything offensive. Or maybe you did but no offence were taken.

Wo hen wei nan =|

2004-11-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

Okay. Wo zhen de hen wei nan sia. I can't help it. It's not as if I wanted to get involve in it. He was the one who persuaded me to talk to her. I'm afraid that she'll think that I have something going on with him. Guilty sia. Her[if you're reading this], I NEVER meant to be in this thing. Honest. It's just that he needed my help as much as I needed his help previously. Wah.. Guilty sia. Buay

I'm just fucking pissed so bear with me

2004-11-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

I know.. I know. I'm suppose to be on hiatus but just hear me rant cos I'm fucking pissed. How can they gimme something which I was never good at? Tell me. Tell me. My science have always been okay but why? why? why? I don't like hist, I don't like geog so why gimme what I don't like. I love Bio. I want Bio but noooo..you can't gimme that. Instead, you gimme some stupid thing that I don't have

My room is so freaking messy.. =/ + I AM ME (=

2004-11-11T14:41:00.000+08:00

I can't stand it. [Oh, I'll be sitting down in a moment. (=] Okay, I've been busy cleaning up my room for the past 3-4 hours and guess what? I just filled an empty box with worksheets and files and whatever other crap and my room is STILL messy. And if I don't clean it up, I won't be able to sleep tonight cos the rest of the junks are ON my bed. Yups, clever Naz to empty her cupboard yet put it

Only MY cute idol can cheer you up..

2004-11-09T11:03:00.000+08:00

My condolences, my friend. =( Take care.

Fuck lah.

2004-11-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

Ehhhhhhh.. I want go class BBQ can? Aiyah.. Nvm ah. All thanx to the stupid NCO camp which is on my birthday and on the class BBQ day. Fuck ah.

My perception..

2004-11-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

AFROs. The happy sisters~ Oh wait, is Su happy? Haha.. And I look TALLLLLL. Lmao. Oh, and what a disgusting make-up on my face.. Yuckos. Since I've said quite alot about Ais, lemme continue with the rest.. Naf-She's always there for me whenever I'm down. She'll diss the guy until like what just to please me and make me happy. Her way of cheering me up is like..one of a kind. Oh, her belo-ness

new shoes.. whee~

2004-11-02T16:50:00.000+08:00

Haha. Bought raye shoes yesterday and guess what? It's only 2cm high. Muahahas. Which is like 3cm shorter than last year? Haha. I dread having to walk around with very, extremely high heels which hurt my own heels so I've learnt my lesson the hard way for the past few years and decided to buy myself a shorter heels this year. If it still doesn't work, I shall ust wear something totally flat next